What made it that you've decided to go and live with Ruud? (except for the fact you don't want to live in Breda anymore) because you could always go back to your parents house isn't is?
it's all been a little strange actually. i just found myself alone in Breda, which is pretty far away from my friends and family. and realised i didn't want that anymore.
a few months before that i started meeting ruud
he has a spare room, and offered me to live there; if i'd like to.
i could álways go back to my parents, but i need a place for myself.
i need the responsebility, it gives me motivation.
Do you ever plan on getting a job?
Is there anything specific in which you like to learn about?
i spend my teenage years in clinics, hospitals and therapy, it gave me little time
to think about who i am as a person in 'real' life, outside of the clinic-life.
it's been two years since my last clinic, and i find myself wondering and wandering.
i don't know what i like in life or what i would like to do as a job
i wish i was more passionate about something.
i do love peoples minds. about what's nurture and nature, how do we become what we are.
If you could be any two animals combined, what would you be? They can be mythical or real life animals.
i think a hippogriff would be lovely. a strong animal that's able to fly.
What's your favorite color? And do you read books? Are you sad you won't be able to make rooftop photo's anymore?
red. no i listen to books. im the lazy kind
and i am a little, but i'll find a pretty place to shoot photo's anywhere. i'm sure.
what is the relationship between you and Ruud? is he your boyfriend? (:
oh no, he's a friend i met through Rein, who's been my friend for over 7 years
ruud is more brother-like. he's a sweet guy, and he gives great hugs.
what do you think or what do you feel about http://itsnadiaesra.tumblr.com ?
it's strange, yet very flattering!
What small thing could you do to make someone’s day better?
smile at a stranger, support joggers, talk to old ladies, give a stranger a compliment
i believe all these small things make a big difference
maybe your compliment will last a lifetime in memories.
If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
don't grow up too fast.
If you could change one thing in this world, what would it be?
Do you still talk to Cees, are you still friends?
that's something that doesn't only involve me, but cees as well
therefor i won't answer this question, i hope you understand
Do you enjoy reading, and if so, what are some of your favorite books?
i used to read a lot of books, but whenever i'm reading a book, at the end of the page
i'm wondering what i've just read. i listen to books now. i'm listening to the Game of Thrones seriesin english. the last books i've read though were the millenium trilogy, i loved it.
Have you ever thought about pursuing higher education? I know you said you cannot work because of CFS, but perhaps studying could be beneficial for you - it would broaden your horizons, introduced you to new people, and make you feel confident!
i'm thinking about it more often lately. i'd want to study psychology. but first i need to finish highschool.
do you know any lovely stupid happy songs?
these were the first ones i could think of!
I'm planning a trip to Amsterdam with some friends, do you have any recommendations?
it's 9 streets, full of cozy lunch shops, vintage shops and lovely little boutiques
if you could suddenly learn to speak any language in the world, what would it be?
french. it sounds like poetry, whatever you're saying.
and i think it's a beautifull language in general
i used to go on holidays to france almost every year, i loved it there.
what was your first word as a child?
oh tricky, i'm not sure actually. i think it was probably 'mama'
as i was a mama's-child hah.
if you would have the chance to go to the moon, would you?
not even if someone payed me a thousand dollars.
i don't belong in space.
why do you like to show your ear so much in every picture?
i like my ear.
do you (or have you ever) hallucinate, because of your insomnia?
i did once, when i hadn't slept in five days in a row.
Do you think your life (Or, you as a person) now is better than it was 1, 2, 3, etc years ago?
it's different. some things are better, some things are worse.
Do you have youre driving license?
i don't, but i'm thinking of starting taking lessons this year.
and that's what i said last year.
And what do you find helps when you are not able to sleep or are having an off day?
when having an off day, it's best to force yourself to keep doing things.
even when you don't feel like it at all, actually, especially when you feel like doing nothing at all
meet people, have conversations and get out of your own head.
it's silly, because at the moment i can't follow up on my own advice at all.
but in general, that's what helps me.
Also do you have any suggestions that might help against anxiety?'
it's a terrible answer, i'll apologize in advance, but i believe the only thing that actually helps against anxiety, is doing the things that trigger your anxiety.
i've tried a lot and in the end i just realise the only thing that's gonna help
is to 'just' do it.
When was the last time you laughed very, very hard?
the last time i saw hans. it was lovely.
have you ever been thinking about going to InterRail and go to explore europe?